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Im listening to Manic Depression by Jimi hendrix, which kinda fits my mood
im trying to teach my self cry baby cry by the beatles on my guitar but i cant seem to get the cords down fast enough whcih is frustrating!
Pauli made the buccanettes! yay!! go gurll!! i knew she would.
Molly didnt make it :(
But this weekend is gunna be awesum!! rite stepanie, pauli, kt, allison, and courtney!
I got steph probally the worlds BEST present ever!! she is gunna love it.
Im talkin 2 jamie on the fone which makes me very happi!! i love him. hes awesum
i hafta learn this song on my martin so i can play it by next weekend for people but idk if that gunna happen.
My softaball game was rained out today. Sux too cuz i was gunna play first!! grr
and on top of that all the games were rained out which means that i couldnt work, which means that i am going to have no money for this weekend.
ben is going 2 6 flags also, totally gunna prove him wrong.
I found out something today about grant which makes me VERY happy!! so life is good
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[03 Apr 2005|10:48pm] |
silhouettes above the cradle, hold me down
they wont let me go the wrong way
my mother told me all the fables
told me how im the end all the sinners have to pay
I dont wanna live like my mother
I dont wanna let fear rule my life
And i dont wanna live like my father
I dont wanna gie up before i die
he worked so hard his bones were braking
he wore them down
but long ago he lost the feeling
his good intentions leave me shaking
show me how i dont wanna end up like he did
when i have kids
i wont put any chains on their wrists
ill tell them this
theres nothing in this world that you cant do if you want it enough
Smile Empty Soul--Silhouettes
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omg! haha i played the best april fools joke on one of my friends. he was like almost cryin! hahaha. i cant tell u what it is yet because he still thinks its true and i cant tell him the truth till 2morrow cuz its actaully april fools day. yeh its gunna b great!. well all of my friend problems r resolved now, so that makes me happy. idk what we were mad about in the first place, we juss siad some things and it kinda escalated and got outta hand but i have no clue how it got started.So yeh, and i went 2 c my grandfather in the hospital today cuz he juss got outta intensive care. Im rly worried about him, so keep him in ur prayers.
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[28 Mar 2005|01:21am] |
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sometimes, friends can betray u. i have had this happen to me too many times in the past. and it happened again.
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| Happy Easter! |
[27 Mar 2005|12:12am] |
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it easter, allready, wow! well last nite i spent the nite and paulis wid kt and stephanie. We didnt getta go roll the flying nun. HAHA! which rly sucked cuz we had jaynes car and keys rite there but we didnt go cuz some ppl were scared of idk what. so yeh. and then they woodnt let us call ppl that had cars cuz they were also scared about that. so yeh. and we also went with courtney and allison 2 see that ashton kutcher movie, yeh not that good so if u can save ur money. but today was awesum even tho i got 2 hours of sleep last nite cuz pauli ur house is 7 degrees. tonight me and polly went 2 the mall and met jeff there and he drove us to the movies. Then we met ben and jordan and saw the ring 2. pritty fun. and its rly rainy outside, peaceful. lol so yeh the easter bunnie is coming 2nite so i better get 2 sleep.
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[25 Mar 2005|01:02am] |
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pauli juss gave me some pics of the night when we made dirtcups lol. So if anyone knows how i can put them on my LJ then please reply and tell me. Im kinda sleepy so im not gunna sneak out..as if he rly wanted 2 chill neways. And um today i got my hair did. The lady totally pissed me off cuz i told her that i wanted 2 go almost completly blonde and she was like i can totally do that and then she gets finished and u could barely tell that i had anything done. And it was still 85 dollars. grr. and i got my hair cut a few days ago and i totally regret doing that!! i got like 3 inches off and i wish i still had them and i never got anything cut and my bangs look retarded so imma redo them. so besides my hair lookin like shit im pritty happy. i miss my old hair. speaking of missing things i wiss scott. kinda weird but i cant stop thinkin about him and i have been all day. huh whats up with that!?
Yall pray for my grandfather and his open heart surgery!!
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[24 Mar 2005|12:40am] |
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I woke up super early this mornin so we cood get 2 the ATL before the mall opened. blah! but it was awesum i had alot of fun and i bought some new clothes and stuff. Atlanta has like the best shops of anywhere. not fair. and umm i had a subway and that made me happy. umm borreddd! omg totally do this! and go 2 the website 2 they have some awesum quizes.
 | You scored as Loner. You loner you. Continue on your trek for loneliness and hatred for the world! Not everyone has the knack for hanging out alone and pining for friends! Good show!
Loner | | 81% | Cheerleader/Jock | | 63% | Art Freak | | 56% | Nerd | | 31% | Punk Ass Kid | | 19% | Loser | | 13% | </td>
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| Notorious H.O.L. |
[22 Mar 2005|01:08am] |
Full name: Holly Renae Crutchfield
date Of Birth: September 26, 1989
height: 5'8
weight: 125
hair color: blonde/brown
eye color: green
[o] The Shoes you wore today: pink converse
[x] Your eyes: green
[o] Your fears: texas chainsaw massacure guy!! and worms..AHH! i hate them
-----------------WHAT IS------------------
[x] Your most overused phrase on aim: omg!
[o] Your thoughts first waking up: im sleepy
[x] The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: bangs, face
[o] Your best physical feature: stomach
[x] Your bedtime: when i get tired
-----------------YOU PREFER------------------
[o] Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
[x] McDonald's or Burger King: burger king
[o] Single or group dates: both r awesum
[x] Adidas or Nike: nike
[o] Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla
[x] Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino..starbuck carmamel frappiccino (yummi!)
-----------------DO YOU------------------
[o] Smoke: eww!
[x] Curse: not rly its kinda stupid
[o] Take a shower everyday: of course, rite when i wake up
[x] Have any crushes?: yahh
[o] Do you think you've been in love?: i no that i have
[x] Want to go to college: yep
[o] Like high school: its okay
[x] Want to get married: of course
[o] Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: fingers
[x] Believe in yourself: sometimes
[o] Get motion sickness: not as bad as katie, haha im jk
[x] Think you're a health freak: only when im dieting
[o] Get along with your parents/guardian: heck no. but i still love them
[x] Like thunderstorms: yes! i love the rain
------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID / HAVE YOU--------------
[o] Gone to the mall: haha is this a serious question??
[x] Eaten sushi: no but im always up for new things
[o] Been on stage: yehh. mama rosa lol
[x] Gone skating: yeh stephanie! haha
[o] Made homemade cookies: those r the best, expecially when u make them in the shape of a rly large snowman and it bakes over the pan
[x] Dyed your hair: yahh currently dies blonde
[o] Stolen anything: nope never
-----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------
[x] Flown on a plane: sure have
[o] Missed school because it was raining?: felt like doin that
[x] Told a GUY/girl that you liked them?: several times
[o] Cried during a Movie?: lion king and titanic lol
[x] Ever thought an animated character was hot?: stewie is a total babe
[o] Had an imaginary friend: bocanga. she was awesum, i miss her :(
[x] Cut your hair: actually i once went 3 years without a haircut
[o] Had crush on a teacher?: coach wood is pritty irresistable
[x] Been in a fight: like a zillion. only one physical
[o] Shoplifted: of course not. the orange jump suits in prison make me look fat
-----------------THE FUTURE------------------
[x] Age you hope to be married: yes
[o] Numbers of Children: 4. 3 boys 1 girl, i allready no their names lol
[x] Descibe your Dream Wedding: the wedding is not the important thing, its having my dream guy
[o] How do you want to die?: quick and painless and like in the hospital not in a house cuz i dont wanna haunt anybody
[x] What do you want to be when you grow up?: i havent decided yet
[o] What country would you most like to visit?: England. i love their accents
-----------------OPPOSITE SEX------------------
[x] Best eye color: dont care as long as their dreamy
[o] Best hair color: bangs
[x] Short or long hair: bangs
[o] Best height: im 5'8 fellas so take it from there
[x] Best first date location: movies
[o] Best first kiss location: somewhere outside
-----------------NUMBER OF-----------------
[x] Number of drugs taken illegally: .....no comment
[o] Number of people I could trust with my life: 9
[x] Number of CDs that I own: infinity
[o] Number of piercing: 2 fixing to be 5 when i turn 16 i can get my ears done twice and my belly button. yay
[x] Number of tattoos: zero, but i want one
[o] Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? 3 that i can remeber, when i used to be on competitive softball u got ur name in the sports section for hitting a home run
[x] Number of scars on my body: 3, one from the lake. one from softball (paulina) and one from when i bot my lip in two (ouch!)
[o] Number of things in my past that I regret: this journal isnt big enough
----------------FAVORITES------------------
[x] Shampoo: John Freida brillance blonde
[x] Conditonor: Ralph Laurn Goodbye Dry
[o] Fav Color(s): Pink as u can see
[x] Day/Night: i live for the night time
[o] Summer/Winter: totally summer! i hate cold weather
[x] Fave Food: cheese dip
[o] Fave Drink: pina coladas
[x] Fave song: led zeppelin stairway to heaven
[o] Fave band; The BEatles!!
[x] Fave Musician: Ludacris
[o] Fave sport: softball
[x] Fave car: my car.. 2001 silver gt mustang
[o] Fave Flower: Pink Rose
[x] Fave Store: Forever 21
[o] Fave movie: Napolian dynamite or breakfast at tiffanys
[x] Fave T.V. Show: the O.C. or Family guy
[o] Fast Food place: taco Bell
[x] Smell: GASOLINE! that stuff is like heaven in a tank
[o] candy: skittles or candy corn
[x] Deoderant: Secret sparkle
----------------RIGHT NOW------------------
[x] Wearing: cheerleading shorts and my yankees jersey
[o] Drinking: nothin but im thirsty now that u say that
[x] Listening to: underoath
[o] color of your toothbrush: lime green
---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------
[o] Cried: yes
[x] Worn jeans: yes
[o] Met someone new online: nope
[x] Done laundry: yes
[o] Drove a car: yes
-----------DO YOU BELIEVE IN--------------
[x] Yourself: sometimes
[o] Your friends: of course, i know that they will always be there for me
[x] Santa Claus: when u stop believing is when he stops coming!
[o] Destiny/Fate:u cant fight faith
[x] Angels: their out there
[o] Ghosts:nope
[x] UFO's: gay
[o] God: very strongly
------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------
[x] Do you ever wish you had another name?: holly is pimpin
[o] Do you have a girlfriend/BOYFRIEND?: not currenly
[x] Do you like anyone?: ohh yess extremly
[o] Which one of your friends acts the most like you?: they all wanna immitate the holly
[x] Are you close to any family member?: im close 2 all of them
[o] What's the best feeling in the world?: being in love and the beach at sunset with
that specail someone.
Haha i bet that was more information than anyone wanted 2 know about me.
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[21 Mar 2005|12:55am] |
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i didnt get one last nite (saturday) so this is what went down:
i went 2 scottys house and we chilled at billys party. there were a lotta weird ppl there. My opinions of some ppl went down cuz i saw them smokin and stuff that is so gay. Smoking is retarded and it make u smell like shit.I swear on my life that i will never somke a cigarette as long as i live, i dont understand why anyone would want 2 kill themselves that way. but yehneways it was all sophmores again and again it was uncomfortable but then the later it got the funner it got. The band was rly good and that was cool. we hung out with Jeremy which was kool.jeff was there, but we rly didnt hang.
Today was pritty Boring. i went 2 church and went shoppin wid my sis and got a rly kute skirt and some jeans with diamonds all over the back pockets wich is so hot. then went and hung out with my cousin and he juss got a new Wrangler and we rode in it which was pritty cool. we went 2 books a million and got some magazines and then 2 waffle house and hung with some of his extremly cute pelham friends. then i came home and made pina coaladas(yumm!).
Whut is ur opinion on smoking cigs?
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| Spring Break! |
[18 Mar 2005|11:53pm] |
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Heyy!
well to day was pritty much awesum! me and jeff got 2 hang out so that was rly rly kool. we went to the mall to c ben in action at sam goody haha. and then 2 wal-mart (lol) sept this time we i didnt get in trouble just for some blank cds. and then a party at charile odoms house which was kinda weird.. i think i was the only freshman there. but i knew some ppls so i guess its all good even tho it wasent the most comfortable situation. I had 2 b back at the mall by cerfew (urghh! i cant wait till next year when i can drive and my cerfew will be 11:30) and yah i had a rly fun time with him cuz jeff is awesum. and yeh our report cards came and i had all good grades so that gets me off the hook of all of the bad stuff that i have done lately (or at least the things my parents know about). and now i have a lil bit more freedom cuz i brought up my f in spanish to a b. and also it spring break which is friggin awesum!!! its gunna rock even tho i cant go anywhere :( so yeh life is good
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| Kiss Me im Irish! |
[17 Mar 2005|05:29pm] |
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urghh.. its cold and icky outside! but spring break is only one day away! thats pritty much the only thing that is keeping me going. today was a pritty bad day. i mean the school part was okay but when i got home my mom hit me with my fone bill. i went $50 over and this time she is actually gunna make me pay it! so yeh that totally sucks cuz thats gunna break me and i cant start workin at the park again till next month.neways i got a new screen name.. its SweetEmotionsxox so pleez add me cuz im not gunna b on this one much longer. scott is the worlds most awesum kid!!and i put that on here r u happi now
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| Heather is Awesum! |
[16 Mar 2005|10:08pm] |
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hey!
i finally got a live Journal! yay! maybe this time i will actually be able to remeber the passoword.. last time i had like the most awesum profizzle and i forgot the password and couldnt get 2 it *tear*. but yeh Heather is the worlds greatest person!she made this for me almost completly. so i would like to take a moment and dedicate my LJ to heather...gah some of the stuff is friggin ugly ima change it...jk...yah. Oh and also pauli is awesum cuz she made that hidiuos pic of me.. eww.. but still pauli rox. neways im pritty sleep so..im out*
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